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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:02 am
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    “Stop! In the name of almighty God, stop where you are!” came Fontaine’s voice from inside
    the chapel, the open half door revealing the flickering light of the electric candlesThey approached
    the entrance, automatic weapons leveled, prepared for continuous fire but not prepared for what
    they sawBourne closed his eyes, the sight was too painfulOld Fontaine, like young Ishmael, was
    sprawled over the lectern on the raised platform beneath the blown-out, tiffany diamond stained-glass windows of
    the left wall, his face running with blood where he had been slashed, and attached to his body were
    thin cables that led to various black boxes on both sides of the chapel
    “Go back!” screamed Fontaine“Run, you fools! I’m wired—”
    “Oh, Christ!”
    “Mourn not for me, Monsieur le CaméléonI gladly join my woman! This world is too ugly
    even for meIt is no longer amusingRun! The charge will go off—they are watching!”
    “You, mon! Now!” roared the gucci for sale second commando, grabbing Jason’s jacket and racing him to the
    wall, holding Bourne in his arms as they plummeted over the stone surface into the thick foliage
    The explosion was massive, blinding and deafeningIt was as if this small corner of the small
    island had been taken out by a heat-seeking nuclear missileFlames erupted into the night sky, but
    the burning mass was quickly diffused in the still wind to fiery rubble
    “The path!” shouted Jason, in a hoarse replica omega whisper, as he crawled to his feet in the sloping brush
    “Get to the path!”
    “You’re in bad condition, mon—”
    “I’ll take care of me, you take care of you!”
    “I believe I’ve taken care of both of us
    “So you’ve got a fucking medal and I’ll add a lot of money to itNow, get us up to the path!”
    Pulling, pushing, and finally with Bourne’s feet grinding like a machine out of control, the two
    men reached the border of the path thirty feet behind the smoldering ruins of the omega ladies watch chapelThey crept
    into the weeds and within seconds the first commando found them“They’re in the south palms,”
    he said breathlessly“They wait until the smoke has cleared to see if anyone is alive, but they
    cannot stay long
    “You were there?” asked Jason“With them?”
    “No problem, mon, I told you, sir
    “What’s happening? How many are there?”
    “There were four, sirI killed the man whose place I assumedHe was black, so it made no
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:02 am
    @@@@@ Monica would come out again soon, and I
    @@@@@
    Monica would come out again soon, and I didn't
    want him alive to lick her wrist when she did
    I understood what I had to doThere was no one to
    see me do itMonica and her mother were insideFevereau's back was still turnedIf others
    on this little stub of street had come to their
    windows (or out on their lawns), the Hummer
    blocked their view of me sitting beside the dog
    with my bad right leg awkwardly outstretchedI
    had a few moments, but only a few, and if I
    stopped to think about what I was doing, my chance
    would be lost
    So I took Gandalf's upper body in my arms and
    without a pause I'm back at the Sutton Avenue site,
    46
    where The Freemantle Company is getting ready to
    build a forty-story bank buildingI'm in my
    pickup truckReba McEntire's on the radio,
    singing "Fancy I suddenly realize the crane's
    too loud even though I haven't heard any backup
    beeper and when I look to my right the part of the
    world that should be in that window is goneThe
    world on that side has been replaced by yellow
    Black letters float there: LINK-BELTI spin the Ram's wheel to the left, all
    the way to the stop, knowing I'm too lateThe
    scream of crumpling metal starts, drowning out the
    radio and shrinking the inside of the cab right to
    left because the crane's invading my space,
    stealing my space, and the pickup is tippingI'm
    trying for the driver's-side door, but it's no
    goodI should have done that right away but it
    got too late real earlyThe world in front of me
    disappears as the windshield turns to frozen milk
    shot through with a million cracksThen the
    building site is back and still turning on an axle
    as the windshield pops outPops out? It flies out
    bent in the middle like a playing-card, and I'm
    laying on the horn with the points of both elbows,
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    my right arm doing its last jobI can barely hear
    the horn over the crane's engineLINK-BELT is
    still moving in, pushing the passenger door,
    closing the passenger-side footwell, splintering
    the dashboard in tectonic chunks of plasticThe
    shit from the glove-compartment floats around, the
    radio goes dead, my lunchbucket is tanging against
    my clipboard, and here comes LINK-BELTLINK-BELT
    is right on top of me, I could stick out my tongue
    and lick the fucking hyphenI start screaming
    because that's when the pressure starts
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:02 am
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    “One–three,” Ian announced
    It took him fifteen minutes to win, but at least I got to really workI even squeezed in one more
    goal, of which I was proudI was gasping for air when he stole the ball from me and sailed it
    through my goalposts for the last vintage omega seamaster time
    “Good game,” I huffed
    “Tired?” he asked, the innocence in his tone a bit overdone“I think
    I'm ready for bed myself He leered in a melodramatic way
    “Aw, Mel, you know I'm joking
    Lily eyed us, mystified
    “Jared's Melanie objects to me,” Ian told her, winking“That's… louis vuitton travel interesting
    “I wonder what's taking Wes so long?” Ian muttered, not taking much notice of her reaction
    “Should we go find out? I could use some water
    “Me, too,” I agreed Lily didn't move from where she was half sprawled on the floor
    As we entered the narrow vuitton purses tunnel, Ian threw one arm lightly around my waist
    “You know,” he said, “it's really unfair for Melanie to makeyou suffer when she's angry at me
    “Since when are humans fair?”
    “Good point
    “Besides, she'd be glad to make you suffer, if I'd let her
    “That's nice about chanel white watch Wes and Lily, don't you think?” he saidThey both seem very happyWes finally got the girl“Do you think
    Melanie would make you very uncomfortable if I were to kiss you right now?”
    I stiffened for a second, then took a deep breath
    We heard Wes shouting at the same omega sale ti
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@It's easier than dishwashing, and pays him
    @@@@@It's easier than dishwashing, and pays him five bucks more, twenty-three a weekHe holds on to it for the last two years before the war, drifting along through the liquid fetid heat of summer in the Bowery and the chill damp winters when the walls leak and the brown plaster becomes stained with grayLong nights pass in which he thinks of nothing, listening dully to the periodic wrangling passage of the trains on the Third Avenue el, waiting for the morning so he can go home to Lois
    Several times a night he passes through the main room where forty or fifty men are sleeping uneasily on their iron cots, and he listens to the constant soft coughing and smells the harsh styptic formalin and the bodies of the old drunks, a crabbed smell, glum and souredThe hallways and the bathroom stink of disinfectant, and over the urinals there is almost always a drunk retching his liquor, holding dreamily to the porcelain near the flush leverHe closes the door and goes into the card room, where a few old men are playing pinochle around an old round table, the floor under them black with grease and cigarette endsRed listens to their talk, mumbled and unfinished
    Maggie Kennedy was a fine figure of a woman, she said to me, now, what was it she said?
    I told Tommy Muldoon he had no call to be running me in, and when I got done, he let me go I'll tell you thatThey're afraid of me ever since I broke Ricchio's jaw, you know he was the precinct sergeant, back in, well, now wait a minute and I'll tell you the date, I broke his jaw with one punch back in a New Year's night eight year ago, 1924 it was, no, wait a moment back in 1933 that's closer to itHey, you rummies, pipe down goddammit we got some paying guests in the next room
    They're silent for a moment and then one of them says in his low mumbling voice, You ain't so smart, young feller, and ifen you don't shut your mouth I'll be obliged to whop you
    Come on down in the street, and I'll take you on
    Then one of them comes up to Red, and whispers to him, You better leave him alone 'cause he'll throw you down the stairs, the last night man he broke his neckI'm sorry I disturbed ya, pop, I'll be minding my manners
    You do that, son, and you and me won't have no trouble
    Across the street, they can hear a jukebox grinding in a barroom
    Back behind the night desk, Red turns on his radio and plays it softly(THE LEAVES OF BROWN CAME TUMBLING DOWN One of the men awakens screamingRed goes into the hall and quiets him, patting him on the shoulder and leading him back to his cot
    In the morning the bums dress hurriedly, and the big room is empty by sevenThey hustle along the chill streets in the dawn, their caps pulled down to their eyes, and their old jacket collars scrounged around their necksAs if they were ashamed, they won't look at one another, and like automatons most of them line up in the alleys off Canal Street for the coffee they receive from soup kitchensRed walks through the streets for a while before he catches the bus up to West 27thThe long night is always depressing
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@I should have brought Wade and Ella in from
    @@@@@I should have brought Wade
    and Ella in from Tara for the parade, she thoughtBut they're
    probably still puny from the chicken pox, her mind quickly addedAnd
    I don't have ball tickets for Suellen and WillBesides, I sent great
    piles of Christmas presents to themThe incessant rain on the day of
    Carnival soothed any vestige of compunction about the children
    They couldn't have stood out in the wet and cold to see the parade
    anywayShe wrapped herself in a warm shawl and
    stood
    on the stone bench near the gate under a big umbrella, with a clear
    view over the heads and umbrellas of the spectators on the sidewalk
    outsideAs promised, the parade was more than a mile longIt was a
    brave and sorry spectacleThe rain had all but destroyed the
    medieval-court-type costumesRed dye had run, ostrich plumes
    dropped,
    once-dashing velvet hats sagged over faces like dead lettuceThe
    marching heralds and pages looked cold and wet, but determined; the
    mounted knights struggled grim-faced with their bespattered horses to
    keep moving through the sucking, slick mudScarlett joined in the
    crowd's applause for the Earl Marshal
    It was Uncle Henry Hamilton, who seemed to be the only one having a
    good timeHe squelched along in bare feet, carrying his shoes in one
    hand and his bedraggled hat in the other, waving first one hand then
    the
    other at the crowd and grinning from ear to earShe grinned herself
    when the Ladies of the Court rolled slowly past in open carriagesThe
    leaders of Atlanta society wore masks, but stoic misery showed clearly
    on their facesMaybelle Merriwether's Pocahontas was sporting
    dejected feathers in her hair that dribbled water down her cheeks and
    neckWhiting were easily recognized as sodden,
    shivering Betsy Ross and Florence NightingaleMeade was a
    sneezing representation of The Good Old Days in a billow of
    hoop-skirted wet taffetaMerriwether was unaffected by the
    rainQueen Victoria held a wide black umbrella over her dry regal
    headHer velvet cape was unspottedWhen the ladies were past,
    there
    was a long hiatus, and the spectators began to leaveBut then there
    was the distant sound of "Dixi
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Bernardine had an idea, but it blew up in
    @@@@@Bernardine had an idea, but it blew up in his faceHe thought he could
    quietly close in on Bourne by circulating the license number of the rental car, but it wasn’t picked
    up at the garage and we both agree it won’t beHe doesn’t trust anybody now, not even me, and
    considering his history, he has every right not to
    Holland’s eyes were cold and angry“You’re not lying to me, are you, Conklin?”
    “Why would I lie at a time like this, about a friend like this?”
    “That’s not an answer, it’s a question
    “Then no, I’m not lyingI don’t know where he is And, in truth, Alex did not
    “So your idea is to do nothing
    “There’s nothing we can doSooner or later he’ll call me
    “Have you any idea what a Senate investigating committee will say a couple of weeks or months
    down the road when all this explodes, and it will explode? We covertly send a man known to be
    ‘Jason Bourne’ over to Paris, which is as close to Brussels as New York is to Chicago—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    206
    “Closer, I think
    “Thanks, I need thatThe illustrious commander of NATO is assassinated with said ‘Jason
    Bourne’ taking credit for the kill, and we don’t say a goddamned thing to anybody! Jesus, I’ll be
    cleaning latrines on a tugboat!”
    “But he didn’t kill him
    “You know that and I know that, but speaking of his history, there’s a little matter of mental
    illness that’ll come out the minute our clinical records are subpoenaed
    “It’s called amnesia; it has nothing to do with violence
    “Hell, no, it’s worseHe can’t remember what he did
    Conklin gripped his cane, his wandering eyes intense“I don’t give a goddamn what everything
    appears to be, there’s a gapEvery instinct I have tells me Teagarten’s assassination is tied to
    MedusaSomehow, somewhere, the wires crossed; a message was intercepted and a hell of a
    diversion was put in a game plan
    “I believe I speak and understand English as well as you do,” said Holland, “but right now I
    can’t follow you
    “There’s nothing to follow, no arithmetic, no line of progression
    “With your testimony, I can pull in Burton on the Joint Chiefs, and certainly Atkinson in
    Lon
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Ilse blamed lunch - maybe bad mayo in the
    @@@@@Ilse blamed lunch - maybe bad mayo in
    the tuna salad - and I let her, but I don't think
    it was bad mayo at allBad mojo, more like it
    The road was narrow, bumpy, and badly patched
    Until we reached the place where it ran into the
    overgrowth that covered most of the Key, it was
    also ridged with bone-colored sand dunes that had
    blown inland from the beachThe rental Chevy
    thudded gamely over most of these, but when the
    road curved a little closer to the water - this
    was just before we reached the hacienda Wireman
    called Palacio de Asesinos - the drifts grew
    thicker and the car waddled instead of bumping
    Ilse, who had learned to drive in snow country,
    handled this without complaint or comment
    The houses between Big Pink and El Palacio were
    all in the style I came to think of as Florida
    Pastel UglyMost were shuttered and the driveways
    of all but one were gated shutThe driveway of
    the one exception had been barred with two
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    sawhorses, bearing this faded stenciled warning:
    MEAN DOGS MEAN DOGSBeyond the Mean Dog house,
    the grounds of the hacienda commencedThey were
    enclosed by a sturdy faux-stucco wall about ten
    feet high and topped with orange tileMore orange
    tile - the roof of the mansion inside - rose in
    slants and angles against the blameless blue sky
    "Jumping jeepers," Ilse said - that was one she
    must have gotten from her Baptist boyfriend"This
    place belongs in Beverly Hills
    The wall ran along the east side of the narrow,
    buckled road for at least eighty yardsThere
    weren't any NO TRESPASSING signs; given that wall,
    the owner's stance on door-to-door salesmen and
    proselytizing Mormons seemed perfectly clearIn
    the center was a two-piece iron gate, standing
    ajarAnd sitting just inside its open halves -
    "There she is," I murmured"The lady from down
    the beachHoly shit, it's The Bride of the
    Godfather
    "Daddy!" Ilse said, laughing and shocked at the
    same time
    The woman was seriously old, mid-eighties at least
    She was in her wheelchairAn enormous pair of
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    blue Converse Hi-Tops were propped up on the
    chrome footrestsAlthough the temperature was in
    the mid-seventies, she wore a gray two-piece
    sweats
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@I was surprised at how fierce my voice
    @@@@@I was surprised at how fierce my voice soundedBut Jared wouldn't let me come talk to you His face was suddenly
    anxious“I heard about… and Wanda, you know I –”
    “ShhDon't even think of itIf I'd had any idea you were sick I would have been here sooner
    “I'm not really sickJust a stupid infectionI'm glad you're here, thoughI hated not knowing
    how you were
    I couldn't swallow down the lump in my throatMonster? My Jamie? Never
    “So I heard you schooled Wes the day we got back,” Jamie said, changing the subject with a
    wide grin“Man, I wish I could have seen that! I bet Melanie loved it
    “She okay? Not too worried?”
    “Of course she's worried,” I murmured, watching the cloth travel across his forehead as if it
    were someone else's hand moving it
    Where was she?
    I searched through my head for her familiar voiceThere was nothing but silenceWhy wasn't
    she here? Jamie's skin was burning where my fingers brushed itThe feel of it–that
    unwholesome heat–should have had her in the same panic I was feeling
    “You okay?” Jamie asked“Wanda?”
    “I'm… tired
    He eyed me carefully“You don't look so good
    What had I done?
    “I haven't cleaned up in a while
    “I'm fine, you know
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Why don't you take the other two,
    @@@@@Why don't you take the other two, Red?"
    "Well, thanks, kidA tacit friendship had developed between them since they had been bunking together, but Wyman was making more and more overtures latelyYou start buddy-buddying with 'em and they get knocked off, Red thoughtMore and more Wyman reminded him of Hennessey"You better drink the beer yourself, kid," he said, "they ain't gonna give 'em out again for a while
    "Naw, I don't like beer much
    Red opened a can and passed it to Wyman"C'mon, we'll each have one If he had kept both of them and drunk them it might have muddled him enough to fall asleep easilyEver since the night they had marched up to the front, Red's kidneys had been bothering him steadily, keeping him awake at nightAnd with insomnia there was always a re-enactment of the moment when he had waited for the Japanese soldier to stab himBut even so, two beers was a big favor, too big a oneIt would give Wyman a call on himIt was better when you didn't owe anybody
    They drank silently for a few minutes"You get lots of mail, kid?" Red asked
    "I got a batch from my mother Wyman lit a cigarette and looked away
    "What about your girl friend, what's-her-name?"
    "I don't know, I didn't get anything from her
    In the dark, Red grimacedThe whole setup should have told himGiving away a beer, mooning by himself in the tent -- he should have guessed what was wrong with Wyman and avoided a conversation"Aw, hell, kid, she'll write you," he blurted
    Wyman fingered his blanket"I can't figure it out,
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@Outside would be niceButler to the second
    @@@@@Outside would be niceButler to the second floor porchMy grief, it's turned
    chilly since I was here before dinner, was her first thoughtHot
    coffee's going to taste goodShe drank the first cup quickly and was
    about to ask for another when Eleanor Butler laughed and gestured
    toward the street"Here comes my committee," she said"I'd
    recognize that sound anywhere Scarlett heard it, too, a tinkling of
    tiny bells
    She ran to the railing above the street to lookA pair of horses was
    racing toward her, pulling a handsome dark green brougham with
    yellow-spoked wheelsThe wheels gave off silver flashes of light and
    also the merry jingling soundThe carriage slowed, then stopped in
    front of the houseScarlett could see the bells then, sleigh bells
    attached to a leather strap that was woven around and through the
    yellow spokesShe'd never seen such a thingNor had she ever seen
    anyone like the driver on the high seat on the front of the carriage
    It was a woman, wearing a dark brown riding habit and yellow gloves
    She was half standing, pulling on the traces with all her might, her
    ugly face screwed up with determination; she looked for all the world
    like a dressed-up monkeyThe brougham's door opened and a
    laughing
    young man stepped out onto the mounting block before the houseHe
    held out his handA stout lady took it and stepped from the
    carriage
    She, too, was laughing
    The young man helped her down from the carriage block, then handed
    down
    a younger woman with a broad smile on her face"Come inside,
    dear,"
    MrsButler said, "and help me with the tea things
    Scarlett followed her eagerly, seething with curio
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:02 am
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    heading for the quaint country table against the wall that served as a desk and a place for the
    telephone“We have to know where we are and where we’re going
    “And I have to call Johnny on the island,” added Marie, rising to her feet and smoothing her
    skirt“After I talk to him I’ll speak to JamieI’ll reassure him and tell him we’ll be back soon The
    wife crossed old omega to the table; she stopped, blocked by her husband—her husband yet not her husband
    “No,” said Bourne quietly, shaking his head
    “Don’t say that to me,” protested the mother, anger flashing in her eyes
    “Three hours ago in the Rivoli changed everythingNothing’s the same nowDon’t you
    understand that?”
    “I understand that my children are several thousand miles away from me and I intend to reach
    themDon’t you louis vuitton multicolore understand that?”
    “Of course I do, I just can’t allow it,” answered JasonBourne!”
    “Will you listen to me? You’ll talk to Johnny and to Jamie—we’ll both talk to them—but not
    from here and not while they’re on the island?”
    “I’m calling Alex in a few minutes and telling him to get all of them out of there, including Mrs
    Marie had stared at her husband, suddenly understanding“Oh, my God, Carlos!”
    “YesAs of bags dolce and gabbana this noon he’s got only one place to zero in on—TranquilityIf he doesn’t know
    now, he’ll learn soon enough that Jamie and Alison are with JohnnyI trust your brother and his
    personal Tonton Macoute, but I still want them away from there before it’s night in the islandsI
    also don’t know if Carlos has sources in the island’s trunk lines that could trace a call between there
    and here, but I do know that Alex’s sale gucci handbags phone is sterileThat’s why you can’t call now
    “Then, for God’s sake, call Alex! What the hell are you waiting for?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    299
    “I’m not sure For a moment there was a blank, panicked look in her husband’s eyes—they
    were the eyes of David Webb, not Jason Bourne“I have to decide—where do I send the kids?”
    “Alex will know, Jason,” said Marie, her own eyes leveled steadily on louis vuitton denim
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:00 am
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    looked down and saw my right arm in the last of
    the failing daylight and the occasional stutters
    of lightningThe stump was tanned, the rest dead
    whiteThe muscles hung loose and flabbyThere
    was no scar, no seam except the tan-line, but
    below there it itched like old dry fireThen the
    lightning flashed again and there was no arm,
    there had never been an arm - not on Duma Key, at
    least - but the itch was still there, so bad it
    made you want to bite a piece out of something
    I turned back to the louis vuitton vernis canvas and the second I did,
    the itch poured in that direction like water let
    out of a bag, and the frenzy fell on meThe storm
    dropped on the Key as the dark came down and I
    thought of certain circus acts where the guy
    throws knives blindfolded at a pretty girl
    spreadeagled on a spinning wooden platter, and I
    think I laughed because I was painting blindfold,
    or almostEvery now and then the lightning would
    flash and Wireman would leap at me, Wireman at
    twenty-five, Wireman before Julia, before
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    A deville watch huge flash of lightning lit my window purplewhite,
    and a great whooping gust of gale rode that
    electricity in from the Gulf, driving rain against
    the glass so hard I thought (in the part of my
    mind still capable of thought) that it must surely
    breakA munitions dump exploded directly overhead
    And beneath me the murmur of the shells had become
    the gossip of dead things telling secrets in bone
    voicesHow could I not have heard that before?
    Dead things, yes! A ship had come here, a ship of
    the dead with rotted sails, and it had omega seamaster watch offloaded
    living corpsesThey were under this house, and
    the storm had brought them to lifeI could see
    them pushing up through the boneyard blanket of
    the shells, pallid jellies with green hair and
    seagull eyes, crawling over each other in the dark
    and talking, talking, talkingYes! Because they
    had a lot to catch up on, and who knew when the
    next storm might come and bring them to life again?
    Yet still I paintedI did it in terror and in the
    dark, my arm moving up and down so that for a
    little while there I seemed to actually ladies rolex watches be
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    at some point, Wireman Looks West was doneMy
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    in the lower left corner and then broke the brush
    in two, using both hands to do itThe pieces I
    dropped on the floorI staggered away from my
    easel, crying out for whatever was going on to
    stopAnd it would; surely it would; the picture
    was done and surely now it would
    I came to the head of the stairs and looked down,
    and there at the bottom were two small dripping
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@But that is a choice we all make daily, the
    @@@@@But that is a choice we all make daily, the choice of what we do with our time, our money and what we put in our headsThat is the power of choiceAll of us have choiceI just choose to be rich, and I make that choice every day
    INVEST FIRST IN EDUCATION: In reality, the only real asset you have is your mind, the most powerful tool we have dominion overJust as I said about the power of choice, each of us has the choice of what we put in our brain once we're old enoughYou can watch MTV all day, or read golf magazines, or go to ceramics class or a class on financial planningMost people simply buy investments rather than
    first invest in learning about investing
    A friend of mine, who is a rich woman, recently had her apartment burglarizedThe thieves took her TV and VCR and left all the books she readsAnd we all have that choiceAgain, 90 percent of the population buys TV sets and only about 10 percent buy books on business or tapes on investments
    So what do I do? I go to seminarsI like it when they are at least two days long because I like to immerse myself in a subjectIn 1973, I was watching TV and this guy came on advertising a three-day seminar on how to buy real estate for nothing downI spent $385 and that course has made me at least $2 million, if not moreBut more importantly, it bought me lifeI don't have to work for the rest of my life because of that one courseI go to at least two such courses every yearThe reason: I can rewind quicklyI was listening to a tape by Peter Lynch, and he said something I completely disagreed with Instead of becoming arrogant and critical, I simply pushed "rewind" and I listened to that five-minute stretch of tape at least twenty timesBut suddenly, by keeping my mind open, I understood why he said what he saidI felt like I had a window into the mind of one of the greatest investors of our timeI gained tremendous depth and insight into the vast resources of his education and experien
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    3:02 am
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    @@@@@He drifted along, not conscious for a while of the jarring of the litter, not even thinking directly of anything about himSensations washed through to him through the filter of his deliriumHe could feel his wound throbbing, and in his mind he saw a horn boring into his stomach, pausing and then boring forward again He heard himself groan without feeling his voice stir in his throatFor minutes he floated on the stretcher, his tongue exploring the roots of his teeth for moistureHe was convinced that his legs and feet were on fire, and he twitched them experimentally, rubbing them together as if to extinguish the blaze"Put it out, put it out," he mumbled from time to time
    A new pain caught him, familiar and demandingHe felt a cramp in his lower belly, and the sweat stirred on his forehead, mounted into individual dropletsHe fought against it with a childish fear of punishment and then relapsed into the heat and pleasure of voiding, the good strain on his bowelsFor a moment he was lying again with his back upon the broken fence outside his father's house, the southern sun imparting a lazy sensuality in his loins"Hey, nigger, what's that mule's name?" he mumbled, and then giggled weakly, content and drainedFor a moment his hand clutched the litter, and he watched the colored girl walking by, twisted his headThe woman beside him was caressing his stomach"Woodrow, do ya always spit before ya piss?"
    "Jus' for good luck," he mumbled aloud, trying now on the litter to empty his bladderBut another pain, sharp and grinding, tore through his loinsHe remembered, or at least his groin muscles recalled the difficulty, knotting in resistanceIt shattered the images, left him aware and troubled and perplexed, conscious for the first time of the way he had soiled himselfHe had a picture of his loins putrefacted and a deep misery passed through himWhy in the hell did it have to happen to me? What's it got to do with what Ah been doin? And he lifted up his head and mumbled again, "Brown, you think that wound's gonna git all the pus outa me?"
    But no one answered, and he fell back again, brooding over his illnessA chain of unpleasant memories bothered him, and he became conscious again of the discomforts of the stretcher, the effort it cost him to remain lying on his back for so many hoursHe made a feeble attempt to turn over, but it was too painfulHe felt as if somebody were leaning against his stomach
    "Git off, men," he shouted
    And then he remembered the weight
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    3:01 am
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    3:14 am
    @@@@@Do it, Ben! he screamed in silence as
    @@@@@Do it, Ben! he screamed in silence as he
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    As if in answer to his fevered plea, a thunderous roar came from the tunnel, round after round of
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    bursts of automatic gunfire preceded unintelligible commands over the speakers, shouted in
    RussianAnother burst and the same voice continued, louder, even more authoritative, as the
    crowd momentarily but perceptibly quieted down, only to suddenly resume screaming at full
    volumeBourne glanced over, astonished to see through the beams of the spinning searchlights the
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    433
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    Benjamin ignited his flare and waved it, pointing to the northHe was sending Jason his own
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    being shot with the AK-47There had been a better way
    Bourne dropped to the ground, his eyes scanning the under sides of the stationary vehicles, the
    spewing flame beyond lighting up the open spacesA pair of legs—in boots! Behind the third
    automobile on the left, no more than twenty yards from the break in the fence that led to the tunnel
    Carlos was his! The end was at last in sight! No time! Do what you have to do and do it quickly! He
    dropped his weapon on the gravel, gripped the grenade in his right hand, pulled the pin, grabbed the
    5 with his left hand and lurched off the ground, racing forwardRoughly thirty feet from the car
    he dived back down into the gravel, turned sideways and heaved the grenade under the
    automobile—only at the last instant, the small bomb having left his hand, realizing that he had
    made a terrible error! The legs behind the car did not move—the boots remained in place, for they
    were just that, boots! He lunged to his right, rolling furiously over the sharp stones, shielding his
    face, curling his body into the smallest mass he could manage
    The explosion was deafening, the lethal debris joining the whirling beams of the searchlights in
    the night sky, fragments of metal and glass stinging Jason’s back and legsMove, move! screamed
    the voice in his mind’s ears as he lurched to his knees, then to his feet in the smoke and fire of the
    burning automobileAs he did so the gravel erupted all around him; he zigzagged wildly toward the
    protection of the nearest vehicle, a square-shaped vanHe was hit twice, in his shoulder and thigh!
    He spun around the wall of the van at the precise moment when the large windshield was blown
    away
    “You’re no match for me, Jason Bourne!” screamed Carlos the Jackal, his automatic weapon on
    rapid fire“You never were! You are a pretender, a fraud!”
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    open, then ran to the back of the vehicle where he crouched, his face to the edge, his Colt 5
    angled straight up next to his cheekWith a final hissing expulsion, the flare beyond the fence
    burned itself out as the Jackal stopped his continuous fireCarlos faced the
    open door, unsure, indecisi
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    193
    Jane Austen
    wear it as soon as I could, and that I might not have such another
    opportunity all the winterI hope you do not think me too fine
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    courseThis is quite a surprise, FannyI shall be very glad to see
    him
    There was no occasion, there was no time for Fanny to say how
    very differently she felt; but the idea of having such another to observe
    her was a great increase of the trepidation with which she
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    days on leaving BathA very cordial meeting passed between him
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    194
    Mansfield Park
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    to be encouraged even by her to resolve onHer opinion was sought
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    were as short and indifferent as civility allowedShe could not wish
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@It was discovered from questioning the few
    @@@@@It was discovered from questioning the few prisoners that for over a month the Japanese had been on half rations, and toward the end there had been almost no food at allA Japanese supply dump had been destroyed by artillery five weeks before, and no one had known itTheir medical facilities had been exhausted, there were portions of the Toyaku Line which had been in disrepair for six or eight weeksFinally they discovered that the Japanese ammunition had been almost depleted a week before the last attack had begun
    Cummings searched through old patrol reports, read again all accounts of enemy activity on the front for the past monthHe even digested once more the puny findings of intelligenceIn all that, there was no hint of the actual Japanese situationFrom the reports, he had made the only possible assumption -- that the Japanese were still in strengthIt bothered him, terrified him; this was the most powerful lesson he had ever derived from a campaignUntil now, while he had partially discounted any patrol information he received, he had nevertheless given it some weightThe information here had been worthless
    He had never quite freed himself of the shock Major Dalleson's victory had given himTo leave his battle front on a quiet morning and return the next day to find the campaign virtually over was a little like the disbelief with which a man would come home to find his house burned downCertainly he had handled the mopping up with brillianceThe Japanese, once staggered, had been given no opportunity to regroup but that was a hollow triumph, the salvaging of a few sticks of furnitureIt enraged him secretly that Dalleson's blundering should have exploded the campaign; the collapse of the Japanese had been due to his efforts, and he should have had the pleasure of detonating the fuseWhat irritated him most of all was that he must congratulate Dalleson, perhaps even promote himTo snub Dalleson now would be too patent
    But this frustration was replaced by anotherWhat if he had been present, had directed the climactic day himself? What really would it have meant? The Japanese had been worn down to the point where any concerted tactic no matter how rudimentary would have been enough to collapse their linesIt was impossible to shake the idea that anyone could have won this campaign, and it had consisted of only patience and sandpaper
    For a moment he almost admitted that he had had very little or perhaps nothing at all to do with this victory, or indeed any victory -- it had been accomplished by a random play of vulgar good luck larded into a causal net of factors too large, too vague, for him to comprehendHe allowed himself this thought, brought it almost to the point of words and then forced it backBut it caused him a deep depression
    If only he had conceived that patrol a little earlier in the campaign, had had time to work it out more complete
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    3:02 am
    @@@@@ She was pleased with herselfGracefully
    @@@@@
    She was pleased with herselfGracefully said, she thoughtPegeen
    nodded stiffly"I'll tell Seamus about your kindness," she said
    "He's wanting to have a word with youI told him to stay nearby Well! Scarlett said to herself, I've felt more
    welcome in my lifeShe wasn't sure at all that she wanted Seamus to
    "have a word" with herShe'd hardly exchanged ten words with
    Daniel's
    oldest son in all the time she'd been in IrelandAfter she heard
    Seamus' "word," Scarlett was quite sure she wished she hadn'tHe
    expected her to pay the rent that was coming due on the farm and he
    believed it was only just that he and Pegeen have the bigger cottage
    because he was now in Daniel's place as owner"Mary Margaret's
    proper
    willing to do the cooking and washing for my brothers as well as me
    Kathleen can do for Sean over here, seeing she's his sister
    "I'll be glad to pay the rent," said ScarlettBut she'd have liked to
    be asked, not told
    "But I don't see why you're talking to me about who lives where
    You and Pegeen-I mean, Mary Margaret -should discuss that with your
    brothers and Kathleen
    "You're The O'Hara," Pegeen nearly shouted, "you've got the say *
    "She's got the truth of it, Scarlett," said Kathleen when Scarlett
    complained to her Before Scarlett could say
    anything, Kathleen smiled and told her it made no difference anyhow
    She was going to be leaving Daniel's cottage soon; she was going to
    marry a boy from Dunsany
    He'd asked her only the Saturday before, Market Day in Trim"I
    haven't told the others yet, I wanted to wait for you Scarlett
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    won't
    you? We'll have a wonderful party
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